kpop rantings

[this post is like three weeks overdue but i meant to say this earlier]

everyone's very happy for the wondergirls for their appearance on sytycd and i suppose i should be too, but i honestly don't appreciate this whole westernization of kpop, it makes me really sad... i feel like they're losing their original flair just by translating their songs/changing their style to appeal to an american market. it's a completely different style and you have to use a different appeal, and it's just not them anymore. wondergirls' "nobody" makes no sense in english. like honestly if this is what the lyrics meant in korean, it would not have been this big of a hit.

and then snsd was rumoured to have planned an american visit, which scares the heck out of me because snsd is like...the lifeblood girl group of south korea, and it'd be really sad to see them undergo the same transformation that wg did :[

/rant

i'm really cold... i think i'll go put on a jacket. and school starts in two days.

still as ever.

LOOOOOL THIS IS TOO CUTE NOT TO POST
LAUGHING SO HARD RIGHT NOW haha yoochun ke aiiii ♥

second & third are my favorite.

I should sleep now.

strawberry days

tonight my mom called me to dinner and i was filling all the bowls of rice. i pulled the bowls from the dishwasher, four of them. it wasn't until i had finished the second one that i realized...why was i taking out four bowls, when there were only three people who would sit down to eat tonight?

i miss you, daddy.

and because i pushed his first picture off my main page, another one:


a.k.a the couple from you're beautiful ♥ WHY ARE THEY NOT DATING @_@
i want to watch, very badly.

go mi nam! a-anyeoung...

more than anything in the world (well, besides daddy coming home) i just want to watch you're beautiful right now. it is so hard to keep away from viikii or mysoju right now.

i'm staring at my calculus homework and A.N.JELL songs and jang geun suk and hongki all keep popping into my head. this is torture, torture i tell you! D:< especially because i'm determined not to touch any asian dramas until after apps are done...swearing off youtube altogether is really extreme, so i'll settle for boycotting dramas for now. i don't think i can last past the UC due date but i will persevere! sigh.

watching dramas always depresses me, but once i start one i can't stop, i have to finish it before i put it down. which is why i try not to watch them too much anymore. after winter sonata, i was depressed for a month, just really sluggish and low self-esteem...idk, i think it's just me ;__;

on the other hand i got a 9 on my french mock exam composition :D it made me really happy during second period, and since i'm always half dead in calculus it was a minor little plus for today.

short day tomorrow. i will finish calc homework & english, then do college essays. here i go.

speeding heart rate.

this deserves a new entry:

why hello there. guess what! new celebrity crush: (OH MY sdfklafn;)


jang geun suk from the drama you're beautiful. homygosdfshklj he is BEAUTIFUL. when i watched the first episode my eyes were completely on hongki so i didn't focus too much on him, but it's pretty obvious that he and park shin hye are the main characters, thus the ones who will be tied together in the end... if he just dropped the black hairdo and did this instead i'd fall instantly for him. and i think i have. oh my god. OH MY GOD, so frickin pretty and 可愛 ;___; it's been a longgg time since i've spazzed about any one celebrity guy.

i think he kind of looks like evan yo. but so much prettier. this picture is making my heart rate speed zomg wut ;__;

..hem. excuse me. *__* i try not to fangirl often, which is why i don't watch dramas anymore because then i get depressed about the cute guys and start major fangirl-spazzing. i'm also trying to avoid watching this drama until apps are over and most of the episodes are out, since i don't like waiting for them.

time to shower! i'm cold. once my brother gets out of our bathroom -__-